My Father's Day?.............

         Missing somebody makes you uncomfortable and unsure. You seek for something but you found out nothing. And accepting truths for this was always been lied to you.

         I once wish a perfect family but unluckily God sends me in this world without a father to stand me up.

         Since I was a child, I was not given a chance to look for my father and thank him for the way. He passed by during my mother's pregnancy and leave me alone inside my mother's womb. He passed by without seeing me once crawling, crying, laughing and even when I had started talking. It's just a sad story for everybody but for me, it's just happen by the gift of God sends on me.

         And I believe that God made many reasons about what I am today.

       

        And here comes the Father's  Day, what am I do now?

         Classmates, friends, and even people around me feels to have a father. A father that stands for them whenever they fell unsure. A father that makes you love and be love. And a father who takes you what you are. But I don't have those., I don't have those joy of love because even once I feel no love at a man.

          But despite the sadness that I feel everytime loneliness comes. I feel sure because it fills my mother all along. She gives me love that were undefined. She comforts me more more than of herself and she brings me fullness despite of nothingness.

           So, as this Father's Day comes,... I will cherish the moment to thank all the care of love and happiness given to me by my mother. And also give thanks to my father for what I am today!

                                

                                                          

                                                      

                                                                                              By: Ruby Jean Monton